I'm so afraid of getting hurt. I want to fall head over heels for you. But I can't, I won't let myself, it's too risky, too naive. How do I know you won't leave me, find someone better? Nobody plans on it, it just happens. I've fallen once before, and it hurt. I don't know if I can handle going through it a second time. Will this be different? Will this be true? Can I really fall in love with you?